Well, it's been a long while. Many things have happened over the years. We've added a little girl to the family so now I am a mom of three. Logan is in full day school in grade one and Casey is now in junior kindergarten. Time has flown so fast. I am still co-pastoring Infuzion with Jason. Still working on the photography (hoping that it will all fall together and become a career at some point)and have now picked up guitar. (Much to my fingers chagrin, lol) I also now have my G1 so I am on my way to driving by myself finally!
I have my struggles still. Somedays I feel like I am going around the same mountain that I have been around for years and other days I feel like I have finally put it in my rearview mirror. But regardless I try to trudge on and hope to finally see myself as God sees me.
This past year, just before Christmas, we lost Jason's grandmother. She had alzheimers so it has felt like we were losing her a little at a time. It was hard explaining to Logan why Momsie didn't remember who he was. (It still brings tears to my eyes when I remember the look on his face when he realized she didn't know who he was) It was even harder to explain to him that Momsie had died. He asked some pretty interesting questions and still brings it up now. Casey on the other hand asked if Momsie disappeared like in Star Wars (lol Daddy's boy or what?) but has also asked why Momsie can't come back from heaven. Oh the joys of life. Easy to understand why death feels so unnatural!
I am going to try and blog more this year. I have some goals this year of things I want to accomplish, things I want to do, and places in my walk I want to be. It outta be an interesting journey!
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